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THE BASICS
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IDENTIFIES AS:
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Gay, and one of a kind.
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BODYTYPE:
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Average
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HEIGHT:
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5'10
(178 cm)
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WEIGHT:
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174lbs
(79 kg)
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SMOKES:
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No, never have.
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TASTES
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FAVORITE MOVIES...
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Never Ending Story, or Beetlejuice, or Speed,
or Highlander, or Lord of the Rings, or The Crow, or
Interview with the Vampire, or The Last of the Mohicans,
or Pirates of the Carribean, or The Musketeer, Onmyoji, or...
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FAVORITE ANIME'S...
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Wolfs Rain, or Saiyuki, or Magic Users Club,
or Rurouni Kenshin, or Fullmetal Alchemist, or Earthian, or Fake, or
Gravitation, or Sukisho, or Ghost in the Shell, or...
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FAVORITE MUSIC...
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Classical , Folk , 80's Rock, Progressive Metal,
Hair Metal, Flamenco Guitar, Spanish Metal (see the iTunes list on the main directory).
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FAVORITE BOOKS...
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Hitchhikers' Guide to the Galaxy,
Anything by Piers Anthony, or Stormy Glenn (X-Rated Romance).
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FAVORITE VACATION SPOT...
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Escape to the East Side of Oahu, Kailua , Hawaii
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FAVORITE FOOD...
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Italian or Japanese or Mexican
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PERSONALITY
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SCENE...
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Hippie/Granola, Homebody, Goth, Leather, Suburban
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MORNING OR EVENING PERSON...
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Night
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BUTCH/FEMME...
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Butch with a softer side. *wink*
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THE REST
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RELIGION...
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Atheist/Anglican
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STAR SIGN...
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Aries and Water Hare (Rabbit)
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JOB...
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Amorphis Blob, Technical Specialist, Customer/Business Developement.
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PETS...
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Not at this time, though I have been
owned by two Cats for a combined total of more that 38
years of love. One day I hope to be owned again (but it grows less likely over time).
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ALCOHOL USE...
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Socially
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DRUGS...
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No, never tried.
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IN MY FREE TIME...
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I enjoy reading Fantasy/Sci-Fi, Manga, Gay Romance,
making Origami, playing Classical Guitar, fixing Computers.
Also, watching Anime, Movies, Cleaning Swords,
and Looking after My Leather Collection. Oh and making Chainmaille!
Lots of chainmaille
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IN MY OWN WORDS
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About me:
2012/2013/2014 Update....
2012 was not a "good year".
The year came to a close with the ending
of my relationship and the clear and final
understanding that I was never meant
for having a relationship. Being loved can
make you as strong as you can be, and the
loss of that love can render you incapable
of even the most basic task.
I have now gone through the soul destroying
transition in a relationship, from being someone
that you never want to leave, to a person that
you never want to see again. It seems, that this
is the lesson that I am to learn, in this lifetime.
It also seems I didn't learn from the last time.
Well, the results have been quite incredible. I
will be paying for this refresher Education for
some years to come. My personal financial budget
is now very tight from now, through to the year 2016.
(Yes it is now scheduled, that far away.)
It is VERY expensive to be abandoned 7,000 kms
from home just after Christmas. (I thought getting
there was expensive, but necessary. lol! Was I ever
wrong! Getting home was more than double the cost!)
I gambled for a final chance for joy, and blew it,
to hell (This was a relationship that started with
someone who wanted me). I will live the rest of my
life haunted by memories of the look in my mates
eyes on my final visit. The look was a cross between
a deer caught in car headlights (terror of seeing me)
, and a look of complete desperation to escape from
a monster.
Well, the benefit is, when I am emotionally
conflicted, I walk. In the past 12 months I have
recorded walks in excess of 1500 kms. I average
about 25 kms per week at this time, but I am
slowly coming to a more calm state of despair.
I will continue with 15 to 20 kms per week of
walking.
So, the year 2013 is a year of severe transition.
I will regain my abilities to live my life as a
single and independent person, and end looking,
for someone to share my life with. I made a
promise to my mate, as we have parted, not to
cause anyone else to have to suffer as he did.
To make it clear, I have no idea what I did to
make this relationship become so terrible. I
also know, very well, that I will never know
the answer of what I did. I have learned that
I am not worth telling. I guess that I am just
too bad.
True joy is gone from every aspect of my life. Just
in case that anyone is concerned, suicide is most
definitely NOT an option. I have lived for 50 years,
through the AIDS epidemic, and the loss of most of
my friends more than once. My life lesson and punishment
will last the rest of my lifetime, but I will not stop
living and experiencing the world.
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